Self Portraits
- by Bev Thomas
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- 23 Feb, 2016
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Self Portraits/Alter Ego part of my Uni project
Well I thought perhaps I will give you an update on how my Uni project is going. My theme for my end of year show is based on a series of self portraits or alter ego as some may call it. I rarely photograph myself unless I am in a photograph with my family or friends. As a photographer you would expect me to do this on a regular basis, but this would be my first time ever in this position. I have decided that this would be the right way for me to take my project, put myself in your shoes and be in the firing line as you may say.
It is certainly a task I have set myself, basically because I am just an ordinary girl who happens to be a photographer, I am not a performer, nor an actress/model. I am confident as a person and how I can get the best photographs out of my clients, but when I find myself on the other side, its another story. So with that in mind, I need to feel what you feel, I needed to see how hard it can be for some people who do not feel confident in front of the camera.
By creating this series of self portraits/alter ego I am opening up my personal expectations and allowing the viewer a little glimpse inside. So just what is an alter ego? it is a second self, which is believed to be distinct from a person's normal or original personality. Looking back to the work I created last term with respect to my comic book characters, you could define them as having an alter ego. That second self I believe we all keep deep inside, you hear people say sometime that they wish they were someone else but why be someone else, why not let yourself be your second self once in a while.
My end of year show exhibition will be held at Carmarthen School of Art, Coleg Sir Gar in May 2016 and open to the public. The exhibition is due to open the week beginning the 9th May 2016 in the photographic studio pop along, there will be other students work on display too and well worth visiting.
It is certainly a task I have set myself, basically because I am just an ordinary girl who happens to be a photographer, I am not a performer, nor an actress/model. I am confident as a person and how I can get the best photographs out of my clients, but when I find myself on the other side, its another story. So with that in mind, I need to feel what you feel, I needed to see how hard it can be for some people who do not feel confident in front of the camera.
By creating this series of self portraits/alter ego I am opening up my personal expectations and allowing the viewer a little glimpse inside. So just what is an alter ego? it is a second self, which is believed to be distinct from a person's normal or original personality. Looking back to the work I created last term with respect to my comic book characters, you could define them as having an alter ego. That second self I believe we all keep deep inside, you hear people say sometime that they wish they were someone else but why be someone else, why not let yourself be your second self once in a while.
My end of year show exhibition will be held at Carmarthen School of Art, Coleg Sir Gar in May 2016 and open to the public. The exhibition is due to open the week beginning the 9th May 2016 in the photographic studio pop along, there will be other students work on display too and well worth visiting.
Firstly, I must apologise the lack of updates on this blog but then again who actually reads? Times have been up and down to say the least, and that has played with my mental well being, especially when it has come to my photographic practice. For many years, I have concentrated on giving 100% to my passion and this is my source of income as a professional photographer. However, the pandemic has made me stop and think about sustainability within the photographic industry and just what is it all about and for what?
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Having grown up in the 70’s, I thought I could find some old photographs from this time in my life but sadly, I have been unable to locate any and that makes me recall little moments that stand out in my vivid memory which helps me write this post.
In the search for the ideal image it became evident that I had seen everything before and I wanted to produce something different. My intent was to take image manipulation further away from the real but I was also aware this could come with some critic good or bad.
Having successfully completed my MA, I began to turn my focus on reflecting over my time at Falmouth University’s Institute of Photography. What became very evident is that my work is now informed and my intent is clearer than it was.
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, to which I started writing at the beginning of my Masters degree at Falmouth University’s Institute of Photography.
Something old, something new, something borrowed and something blue ... well there was nothing blue about this amazing wedding, it was pink and full of fun and laughter. I met Kayleigh two years ago when she started wedding planning, turned out that I know her mother and father very well but as the years went by our connections had gone in different directions. But I always knew they were a special couple who if ever my family needed them that they would be there for us, so as you can imagine I was absolutely thrilled to be asked to capture their daughters wedding day.
The Bride & Groom chose a beautiful location, the hotel is called Wolfscastle Country Hotel otherwise known as "All yr Afon" https://wolfscastle.com located just 15 minutes from Haverfordwest, in the heart of the Pembrokeshire countryside and 9 miles from our stunning Pembrokeshire coast. I arrived at 11.30am in order to get some prep photographs of Kayleigh's shoes etc and the bride and bridesmaids getting ready. When I arrived everyone was so calm and ready to go, the bridesmaids hair and make-ups were completed and they were in their dresses ready. Wearing sparkly rose gold gowns they looked stunning. The bride was still getting ready with finishing touches being adjusted. She wore a stunning wedding gown with a cathedral train made from tulle. The flowers were made by Flowers by Quita, they incorporated vintage roses and peonies. Everyone was in high spirits. Not only was it Kayleigh and Mark's wedding day but they were both celebrating birthdays.
I completed what I need to do then myself and Gill, my assistant headed downstairs to capture the groom. I had not met Mark at any of the appointment prior to the big day, so once I found him I introduced myself and to be honest, I felt like I already knew him. He had just finished formalities with the Registra and checking that the best men had the all important wedding rings. The video guys were ready, I was ready and Kayleigh was ready ...
12.20pm Kayleigh was descending down the stairs with her father, that was an emotional moment. She had given him a pair of cuff links which read 'of all the walks we have had, this one is my favourite' such a lovely moment to treasure forever.
12.30pm Mark was patiently waiting for his beautiful bride, and there she was standing in the doorway ready to met her husband to be.
The ceremony was perfect and a kiss seals the the forever moment when the Registra pronounces Kayleigh & Mark as Husband & Wife, Mr & Mrs Williams.
The Bride & Groom chose a beautiful location, the hotel is called Wolfscastle Country Hotel otherwise known as "All yr Afon" https://wolfscastle.com located just 15 minutes from Haverfordwest, in the heart of the Pembrokeshire countryside and 9 miles from our stunning Pembrokeshire coast. I arrived at 11.30am in order to get some prep photographs of Kayleigh's shoes etc and the bride and bridesmaids getting ready. When I arrived everyone was so calm and ready to go, the bridesmaids hair and make-ups were completed and they were in their dresses ready. Wearing sparkly rose gold gowns they looked stunning. The bride was still getting ready with finishing touches being adjusted. She wore a stunning wedding gown with a cathedral train made from tulle. The flowers were made by Flowers by Quita, they incorporated vintage roses and peonies. Everyone was in high spirits. Not only was it Kayleigh and Mark's wedding day but they were both celebrating birthdays.
I completed what I need to do then myself and Gill, my assistant headed downstairs to capture the groom. I had not met Mark at any of the appointment prior to the big day, so once I found him I introduced myself and to be honest, I felt like I already knew him. He had just finished formalities with the Registra and checking that the best men had the all important wedding rings. The video guys were ready, I was ready and Kayleigh was ready ...
12.20pm Kayleigh was descending down the stairs with her father, that was an emotional moment. She had given him a pair of cuff links which read 'of all the walks we have had, this one is my favourite' such a lovely moment to treasure forever.
12.30pm Mark was patiently waiting for his beautiful bride, and there she was standing in the doorway ready to met her husband to be.
The ceremony was perfect and a kiss seals the the forever moment when the Registra pronounces Kayleigh & Mark as Husband & Wife, Mr & Mrs Williams.
Since starting my MA program, I am required to keep a critical research journal in the form of a written document, so I have created another blog on Wordpress which I will continue to update on a regular basis. I have completed the first module and I am now looking at the second module.
This blog at https://beverleythomasphotographydotcodotuk.wordpress.com is being made as part of an accredited educational programme.
This blog at https://beverleythomasphotographydotcodotuk.wordpress.com is being made as part of an accredited educational programme.
